Jumpa Doctor

First of all, nak wish semua readers Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1434h. Haish bestnya raya... ehehehe...
Raya walaupun sebulan, rasa laju jer. Hmm

Ini pasal punya citerlah... Last AF dulu awal bulan 6, so konon-konon masa gi Bangkok tu sangat bestlah berhoneymoon... Dah la lepas tu AF tak datang-datang... Hmm suspen kan...
Saya macam biasa, nak check memang malas... hmm itulah...
Puasa dengan jayanya 30 hari.. Bestla jugak tak payah ganti puasa.. Pon AF tak muncul2..

After dah lebih 2bulan dari last date P tu decide pegi jumpa Dr kat opis. Dr biasalah, nak suh check urine, pon negative gak.. Bila nak mintak nak ultrasound, Dr suh pegi Pantai Hospital sebab dia cakap better jumpa gynea. Dia nak kasi surat.. Alhamdulillah. Duk pk jugak, aishh ni kalau kena bayar sendiri memang kopak la, dah la lepas2 raya nie...

Disebabkan gynea melayu ramai takde sebab cuti. So buat appointment dengan Dr India. Nama dia Dr Eeson.. Haih dup dap dup dap lama tak jumpa gynea. Memang doa sangat2 jangan la ada penyakit pelik2..

Masuk bilik dr. biasalah, dr akan tanya history semua. Penah jumpa ngan Dr Hamid, semua ada cite dekat dia. lepas cerita2, dia kata "ok kita buat TVS". "Confirm tak pregnant ya?". Saya pun jawab tak Dr, sebab dah check tadi kat klinik.

TVS pun bermula, rasa mengigil jugak sebab dah lama tak TVS ni... First masuk nampak uterus. Dr pon cakap, "uterus u ok" "size normal". Rahim u retroverted. It's ok, kita biasa ada patient RU tapi boleh pregnant normal. Let look at your ovary. "Left side, ok, ada eggs, size biasa. Ada 1-2 spot, tapi kecil sangat, spot hitam ni kalau besar dipanggil PCOS, u ni sangat2 mild atau boleh kira takde". Selalu kalau orang PCOS, penuh spot hitam nie.  Alhamdulillah, lega...

Ok tengok right side, ok your right ovary ni, "I can see that it's active." "See... " (Dr tunjuk follicle besar)... weee gembiranya... First time tengok telur besar gemuk tu... You punya lining ni tebal, I suspect sebab darah you ni tak keluar... "you sihat" "overall very good."

Leganya.. risau kalau ada penyakit lain... Dr puji, very good, dia pun tanya sy ada ambil multivitamin tak? Duk jawab, tak ambil, tapi saya ambil vit B,vit C, vit E, folic acid, EPO n fish oil n probiotics. "ok, very good" "continue ok!"

I akan kasi u duphaston 10mg, ambil 3times a day. Makan pada waktu yang sama ok. Lepas you period, CD 2, you datang sini, ambil darah, makan clomid 50mg, 2biji sehari for 5 days. CD 10, you datang sini, kita TVS, see what happened and I nak you bawak HSG report dulu ok!

"baek dr." "Terima kasih."

So bermulalah, hari ubat-ubatan ni... Hmm ni dah hari ke 6 lepas habis makan duphaston, cramp pun dah rasa2 nie.. Harap2 keluarla semua darah dan harap2 cantik la lining lepas nie...Doakan semuanya baik-baik aje yer, kawan-kawan!!

Follicle yang besar tu, stay ok!.. Harap2 dia yang lain pon semua nya sihat2 hendaknya... Amin...

Aduh BZ..

Ha takde ape nak update pasal TTC at this point of time, masih lagi memujuk hubby to meet up with gynea.. Tapi takpelah tak nak stress-stress pasal ni ok!..

Latest update..

Hehe saya dah start online business, Alhamdulillah dah ada customer. Modal kecik je, saja nak mencuba, in sha Allah kalau sambutan baik, saya akan teruskan...

Ha ni lah business page saya

Rezeki tu Allah sahaja yang tahu, tak salah untuk mencuba kan... Saya jual hair ties, hair clip, blouse dan skirt buat masa ni. Stock pun sikit je. Tengok macam mana kalau memberansangkan, saya akan tambah stock...

Teringin nak jual kuih raya.. tetiba haha.. Selamat Menyambut Ramadan Al Mubarak buat semua pembaca.. :)
Sama-sama kita mendapat keberkatan dari Nya. Amin

Rumah oo rumah... BBT ku ape dah jadi?

Lupa kejap ber ttc sebab sangat hectic nya hal-hal nak pindah rumah ni, tapi yang worry AF ku belum muncul..CD dah 32 tapi tanda2 nak AF tak rasa lagi... Kalau conceive alhamdulillah... Kalau AF pun Alhamdulillah.... Rasa lambat pulak... Maybe busy dan stress mengganggu jugak kot...

Ni gamba rumah sebelum kitaorang decide nak beli

Ha... Serabut rase, especially langsir tu... sungguh tak berkenan...
Ni tengah sibuk mengecat... Langsir master bedroom dengan living area dah siap... Tinggal yang 2 lagi bilik tu.. later kot, sebab dah takde duit dah ni... hua hua

Ni gamba selepas kami bersihkan dan touch up ape yang patut sikit-sikit :)

Dapur hubby tak suka sepah-sepah, so barang semua dalam cabinet

 Pinggan baru dari Dallas :)

 Living area

Ni guest room, master bedroom, katil tak sampai lagi... Langsir belum tukar lagi...

Penat nye, toksah citer la kan... Semua buat sendiri, upah orang kang, banyak kos pulak....
Happy sebab akhirnya dapat rumah sendiri, insyaallah tahun 2013 ni, permulaan baru untuk kitaorang :)

Ni sambung pasal BBT pulak... Graf kali ni, agak haru sikit.. maybe sebab bz sangat...cuba bezakan bulan Oct, Nov, ngan Dec12 nye cycle :(

October 2012

 November 2012 (masa ni dapat positive HPT-2hari)

December 2012

Ada 3hari yang terskip, tetiba harini mencanak pulak... Errr ntahlah.... susah nak cakap... Takpe yer... Harap2 kalau tak berjaya conceive, boleh start balik cycle Jan13 pulak yer... Saya memang tak pakar lagi BBT ni... Kalau TTCian kat TTC group FB tu ada yang ada 12 cycle lebih pun ade... Banyak pakar-pakar kat situ... Ok chow dulu!

Our 2nd Anniversary

Haa.. Entry sebelum ni ada mention yang kita orang nak tidur kat Somerset Ampang kan...

Memang best sangat!!!!!!!!!!!

Berbaloi la untuk time for two... Mesti la nak ade private moment untuk kitaorang berdua kan...

Layan gamba ok!

Susunan gambar agak terabur... Tapi seronok sangat... Thank you so much hubby, for everything... for two wonderful years with you :)

Somerset Ampang

Heee anniversary is coming... Yeay... 2 beautiful years with my lovely hubby... Oh i love him so much...

Kitaorang dah plan for short gateway ke Somerset Jalan Ampang. Actual view tak tau macam mana sebab tak sampai sana lagi.. Kalau tengok image kat website dia nampak sangat mendamaikan...

http://www.somerset.com/malaysia/kuala_lumpur/somerset_ampang/photo_gallery.html

Meh layan gamba.. (diceduk sepenuhnya dari website)

Ha.. nanti balik dari bercuti boleh share gamba k!!

Semalam berpusing-pusing kat midvalley carikan dia hadiah... Nak belikan spec, dia tak mau... Last2 saya beli sendiri jer... Jenuh kalau nak tunggu dia... Apa dia.. SURPRISE... bukan la cecanggih pun dikala banyak budget nak di spend untuk rumah ni... Tunggu update masa anniversary nanti...

Chow!!

Abaya

Ha, sebenarnya mata sangat mengantuk kat opis ni despite of job load yang super melambak.. Mak ai.. itulah masalah finance bila bulan 12... nak buat bodoh pun tak boleh. Nasib baik ler bos saya sekarang ni suka dengan aktiviti luar dan takde bising2 sangat bila staf nak cuti...

Kenapa saya letak entry tajuk abaya. Saya suka pakai sebab senang, sarung dah siap, tapi make sure pakai baju lain dekat dalam sebab baju dia jenis terbelah kang nampak semua apa yang tak patut lak.. hahaha

Dipendekkan cerita ni komen staf laki kat opis saya:

hahaha.. lawo sangat ker.. takdela maybe sebab nampak lain dari biasa, selalu pakai seluar jer kan.. bila pakai abaya, ramailah yang menegur...

Ha comelkan... macam baru 21 gitew... kekeke...

Dah lebih sebulan baru ler air asia nak email mintak details tentang saya sebab diorang nak prepare flight voucher. Lepas tu nak mintak travelling period bila... Diorang bagitau yang flight voucher tu diorang akan prepare untuk 3 bulan...

So fikir punya fikir, bulan 1 nak start pindah rumah....Mesti busy dengan hal-hal rumah... Nak touch up sikit, beli perabut sikit... Nak tempah langsir bagai...mak oi macam2 hal... Biarlah rumah tu macam syurga untuk kitaorang berdua.. Kitaorang memang suka kalau duk hotel... sebab ape, sebab hotel tu cantik.. bilik air best... hahaha.. paham2 jerla kan.. husband and wife... bila berendam sama2 kan syok... Tapi mana larat nak tidur hotel selalu kan... so biarlah rumah tu private untuk kami berdua.. Almost 2 tahun kahwin...(next Selasa 2nd anniversary) duk rumah mertua... Ha.. privacy tu ade.. tapi takleh lebih2.. jarang sekali dapat mandi sesama... (if you feel offense, dont read it, its normal for married couple). Apatah lagi nak buat ala-ala SPA di rumah... oh i am excited to move in into our own house... Sape tak suka pindah rumah sendiri kan.. Kalau yang tak suka tu mental kot :P

1st step lepas dapat kunci, nak pasang wallpaper, touch up apa yang patut.. Ganti tempat langsir yang ala-ala nak roboh tu...(hee sangat tak suka)...

Nanti korang tengokla hasilnya macam mana yer... (gambar diatas, itulah rumah yang kitaorang beli)... Luckily husband suka decor-decor ni same ngan saya... Kalau bab men-decor ni, kitaorang tahan duk kedai ber jam-jam tengok barang... sebab minat...

Saya dah siap survey harga wallpaper... sebenarnya kitaorang dah pernah pergi pun kedai ni Lamex wallpaper kat Sunway Giza,  ni website dia http://www.lamexwall.com/ memang menarik sangat... Dah lama mengidam nak pasang... Especially kat master bedroom ngan hall.. cumanya kalau pasang full kat hall mahal la pulak.. So akan buat feature wall jer...



Ha lawa kan... hee suka sangat....

Husband siap cakap, nak renovate bilik air, nak renovate lantai... ada rezeki lebih... Insyaallah boleh... Tinggi kos kalau lantai kira per square feet. Kalau kat floor depot- 1 sq ft dalam RM4,9,12,15 semua ada. Mahal tu..Siapkan duit jer...

Tang bilik air tu, saya pun suka bilik air lawa ni...

Macam gambo ni...tenang jer rasanya duk dalam bilik air... Pastu bil melambung sebab asyik berendam dalam bath tub...haha

Lepas settle down rumah ni nanti, bolehla ber TTC dengan tenang...

Dah plan for short gateway pun next week masa anniversary... Biarlah kitaorang berdua jer time tu, mana best kat rumah kan... Ok.. chow....

Chemical Pregnancy

What is Chemical Pregnancy? (diceduk dari Google)

A chemical pregnancy is like a cruel joke. You take an early pregnancy test around the time your period is due that shows a faint positive. Naturally, you get excited and start spreading the joyful news that you're expecting. Then, a few days later you get your period and the doctor says, "It was just a chemical pregnancy."


Meanwhile, you're left confused and possibly devastated. The term chemical pregnancy sounds like a false positive pregnancy test, as if you were not really pregnant at all. But the truth is that a chemical pregnancy was indeed a conception and is actually a very early miscarriage.

What Chemical Pregnancy Means:

The term chemical pregnancy means that the miscarriage happened at a point that a missed period and biochemical tests, such as an hCG blood test or a home pregnancy test (checking hCG in urine), were the only evidence that you were pregnant. The miscarriage happened before an ultrasound could have shown a gestational sac.

When the pregnancy develops to the point that ultrasound could confirm the existence of the pregnancy, the term becomes clinical pregnancy. Thus, a chemical pregnancy would be a miscarriage before the fifth week of gestation -- or within about week after your missed menstrual period.

Symptoms:

The primary symptom of chemical pregnancy would be if you begin to have vaginal bleeding shortly after having a positive pregnancy test. Blood tests reveal low hCG levels that are decreasing rather than increasing.

Causes:

Doctors believe that chemical pregnancies happen for the same reasons as most other miscarriages –- probably because of chromosomal abnormalities in the developing baby. It is hard to know for sure what causes these early miscarriages, however, because it is nearly impossible to retrieve any samples for chromosomal testing.

Frequency:

No one really knows how common chemical pregnancies are, but some researchers have theorized that as many as 70% of conceptions end in miscarriage. Women who are not actively trying to conceive and not closely watching their menstrual cycles may have chemical pregnancies and never know it; in other cases, chemical pregnancy could be a reason (but not the only possible reason) why a menstrual period arrives a few days late.

Physical Recovery:

Chemical pregnancies happen early enough that they have little effect on women’s bodies, and in many cases, they can be mistaken for a normal period that is a few days late (or even on time). One 2007 study found that the bleeding after a chemical pregnancy is sometimes even lighter than a woman’s usual menstrual period. The bleeding from a chemical pregnancy might be accompanied by more cramps than usual also, but recovery should be fairly swift.

Trying Again:

With a very early miscarriage, many doctors will say that it’s OK to go ahead and try again right away. Other doctors recommend waiting to try to get pregnant again as a standard answer after all miscarriages, no matter how early. Talk to your doctor about what is right for your specific situation.

Grieving a Chemical Pregnancy:

In many cases, chemical pregnancy might put you in a weird situation from a grieving perspective. Some women don’t feel very sad over chemical pregnancies, whereas others are completely devastated emotionally. People in your life might not recognize the validity of your loss, insisting that you are wrong to grieve because it happened too early for you to get attached to the pregnancy or that “it wasn’t a real baby.”

Regardless of what anyone says, a miscarriage is a miscarriage. You do not have to justify your grief or compare it to anyone else’s grief for it to be valid. A chemical pregnancy was still a pregnancy, and for many women, it’s still a loss of a baby and grief that will always they will carry for their entire lives.

It’s also OK to not be too sad about a very early miscarriage and to decide you just want to try again. Everyone reacts differently to the situation, and there is no single, right emotional response to chemical pregnancy.

If you do tend to grieve chemical pregnancies deeply, and you are actively trying to conceive, think about perhaps waiting to test each cycle until your period is actually late. This way, you do not necessarily have to know about very early miscarriages. Many doctors recommend against early pregnancy testing for this reason.

Temperature sy dah start drop, in fact semalam dah ade light brown spotting. Kelmarin petang try buat HPT pun negative..

Dah tanda-tanda AF kan...So saya assume, chemical pregnancy... Ok saya sakit kepala ni.. Chow...